Im very sorry about my actions on here and that I have driven people away, I hope in time I can be a valuable member of your community and that posters might want to engage in discussions with me. I will be nicer, more considerate and behave in a better way

You have said that before and have always failed to keep your word.

Just go away, in fact if Avant does as he should you will never be allowed back.

My comment is not to this individual, but is about him.

Here and elsewhere he has admitted to mental health issues. At one point he was on medication. Perhaps he has decided not to take it and has ended up here (again) because he's been banned from all the other forums where his behaviour has become unbearable.

There, as here, he has gone through the familiar cycle of asking questions, often repetitively and with slight variations, getting helpful advice and ignoring it. People get irritated and he gets unpleasant. He gets banned and then re-appears with apologies. And so the cycle continues.

The questions are merely hooks on which to hang his need for attention and to express his frustration with his life. In the real world he probably deserves our pity. However, there is absolutely no way in which an internet forum can help.

Now, the sun is shining and a multitude of gardening and other tasks await.

If you'll excuse me...