I just got home after a bit of an accostment, if that's a word.
It's kind of normal for me, as I have the tattoo on my forehead inviting problems.
This time it was a guy 'allowing me' to share his bench (which i always use when waiting for my cab). And then the life story. He was obviously special needs, I'm used to that from my job. Very little phases me.
So...I got told how he'd just split from a g/f, it gradually got deeper tho, worse and worse to where he said he'd hit a police officer last nite. Not at all sure I believe that.
I did feel forced to listen, and missed my cab because of it. That's all fine.
There was a lot of anger there in him tho, about how he rides a motorbike (oh wow that's my first motoring contribution since coming back!) and had deliberately ridden it and crashed without helmet just to get back at this girl. Last night he said, but I saw no bruises.
To me, well I do feel this guy is gona do harm to someone, sometime, and pretty soon. It's just a feeling borne of experience.
Then, his nan, his carer I think, arrived and took him away. Giving me looks like thunder.
He admitted to being polish when i asked, and on the surface just a sweet special needs guy. BUT... I know better.
We can't solve that one cos I didn't ask for his name and address :). But the look in his eyes - it wasn't that easy staying calm and talking to him to be honest.
Most of my wonderful clients when i worked in the nhs came from the big institutions. Some should never have been there, and some were absolute nutters. Dangerous I mean. You get to know the look in a person's eyes.
This guy's eyes had the look. But I couldn't do anything because he hadn't done anything wrong yet.
The thing where families or friends have to take care of someone so obviously ill is s***. Even before this government, in my time in the nhs, the cutbacks were so severe, and it was to make room for offices.
The past shows us what can happen when people who need care are left unsupervised. Many innocent people have died.
I can't just leave this. But I'm not sure what I can do. Obviously not save that one bloke, but believe me, when you see it in the eyes something is going to happen. When we had them in care homes we could look after them and prevent anything bad - but now - we cant.
I'm apolitical - but cameron is going to have a lot of blood on his hands soon, not just this but all the other people he is killing. This coming winter will show just how much, how many.
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